I have been thinking about this post for five days. I haven’t sat down to write it because for me it was a huge click, one I’m not sure I can put into words or really explain. I’m sitting here now, my hands on the keys, sort of hoping it will write itself.
Through the internet I’ve met some great people. They are people I’d never come face to face with or have the opportunity to get to know otherwise. One of those people I’ve mentioned before and you met last week through his click story. I knew the first time I read Opinionated Gift’s blog that he was going to be one of my teachers. I did not, however, think it would be through his fascination with a TV program. So I’d like to dedicate this post to him and thank him for my most recent spiritual click that came b/c I watched the first season of his favorite show.
As you know one of the great spiritual teachers that I study, read and feel guided by is Joel S. Goldsmith. I’ve been reading his books for over a year now and in nearly everyone of them he talks about Reality. He says that the only thing that is REAL is God. And God is not some outside force looking down upon us and intervening in our lives on occasion to either punish or reward us. He tells us God is the moving force in everything, that the very core of our being is God. We are an extension of God. We are God in expression. That is what is real about us. When our bodies die, that part of our being lives on. Our very essence is God and God is eternal.
As he delves further into this idea he says that everything else is more or less hypnotism. It’s real to us only because we believe in it. We are programed to believe that we are people with bodies and brains and problems to solve. We have created this illusory life with people who love us and hate us, help us or make our lives more complicated. But if a bomb dropped on our heads tomorrow all of that would be gone. But would we be gone? Some people say yes, if a bomb drops on my head life stops…the end. But Joel (and me) say no! In that moment the veil is lifted and we are infinitely aware of the hypnotism we have been released from. In that moment we see and become the Reality which is Spirit. It is the very definition of Omnipresent and Omnipotent.
So I’ve been reading this and intellectually buying it for over a year now. Yet, I had no way of illustrating why I believe it or why it makes sense to me. That is until I started watching OG’s favorite show, Dollhouse. In this show there is a large corporations that offers people the opportunity to make lots of money and escape from the pasts that are haunting them. They sign a contract and the company erases their memories and life. Once they have signed themselves over and become “actives” they are rented by ultra-wealthy clients to play roles in their lives. In some instances it is prostitution, in others it is something completely different. But the clients “order” their perfect “Doll” and the scientist in charge fills the order and programs the person with a whole new identity. When the “actives” wake up they really believe they are this new person. In between gigs they are wiped clean and walk around like pleasant zombies not really feeling or expressing anything.
In a lot of ways this is how we are in our lives. We define who we are by what we tell ourselves and what loved ones and society tells us. We believe we are stuck in these roles and this is what life is. The catch is we can change our lives and the fastest way to do that is to connect with what is REAL. We don’t have to die to understand our eternal nature. If we are quiet and attentive enough we can hear the small voice and acknowledge the intuitive tugs. If we stop being so busy and take the time to listen we can be “in this world but not of it.”
Again, Dollhouse has done an excellent job of illustrating another point. Echo is the main character and is, of course, an “active.” The difference with Echo is that the hypnotism hasn’t fully worked on her. The part of her that is REAL sends her flashes of memories and insights. She uses this information for good in her roles. She evolves in a way that none of the other “actives” evolve. She is connected and in touch with her essence. I haven’t watched the whole series but it seems that she has a big destiny and a crucial role. Her intuition, soul, or spirit within is leading her down the right path and she is following without truly knowing why.
Our lives on this earth are programs. I think a lot of it comes with us before we are born. I like to believe that we are given the opportunity to create the program before we enter. Once we are born the programming comes from a lot of different places. Our families, schools, media, laws, history, friends, and governments add to our programming. None of it is set in stone though. If we seek the inner voice and quiet the outer voices we may find a destiny that we couldn’t quite imagine. If we are brave enough to put the programming aside and follow the guidance, even without definitive answers, we may create a better or more positive life experience.
*I haven’t seen season 2 of Dollhouse. I let another Dollhouse fan and friend read this and although he didn’t give me any clues as to what happens to Echo in season 2, it is possible I am completely wrong about her. So if you’re reading this and you know that, please no spoilers. In either case, my interpretation of Echo helped me better understand Joel’s teachings.